Loss

It was so windy
It was nice and pleasant
Praying that our eyes wouldn’t have to meet
And soon you did pass me by
Oh what a relief
Where do you have the nerve to look down on me
I am ashamed of the money I’ve wasted
Of all the time and the love
You’re engaging my thoughts
With the pain of negative energy
I don’t want to see your name
I can’t even speak it
I struggle these days
I want to forget you first
Followed by the others
We cannot run now can we
We burn out in this wind
There is no warmth
Only hurt
Feeling hurt in the cold
Is it even possible
I want to forget you first
I want to forget the in between
I want you to be happy
Kiss you goodbye
I want to dance in the dying flames
And stand strong
Even if I’ve lost it all