Glare

Look at me again
Stare me down
You couldn't believe me
Could you
But somehow I wasn't afraid at the moment
I laughed it off
You're frustrated
But I'm falling
I'm at a loss
What is this dynamic of ours
Are you saying anything
The times that I try won't ever count
Only the times that I don't
So help me Lord
To keep from treating those I love
The way they have me
And keep me from treating those I love
In ways that have hurt them
I am at fault
Yes I am
But I'm growing
I am not what you can't see
I am what He sees