Ride or Die

I don’t think we should be friends anymore 

I don’t know where I am in life

I don’t know where I am in my relationships 

I don’t know where I am with my dreams 

Where am I? 

I am throwing things away 

In hopes of something better 

But I know deep down

There isn’t anything better

At least not anymore 

I have died many deaths

Watching my most important bonds unravel

I am so far from a realised dream 

I am so far from even working towards them 

And I think I need to let you go 

Because of where I am right now 

(1/11/21)