Warring

If you could all just stop being so sarcastic

For just a moment

I carry enough guilt around

Even when you’re so far away

I can feel myself growing small

Just looking at you through my screen

You’re beautiful

But you’re barely acknowledging me

And I know that I’ve made them feel this way so often

But I suddenly feel inferior and inadequate

As if I don’t already

Is this how they used to feel?

Is it possible to intimidate from a distance

Well of course it is

But how should I know

I’ve never won a single war with you

The wars that you swore I started

Am I really not worth anything to you?

Written Words and Spoken