Homeward

I want to run home
And stay where I am all at the same time
Unable to stay present
In either place
Unable to be
In either place
I want to shut my eyes
And wish myself away
From everywhere
And everyone
Freeing myself of a place
A person
A home
A hurt
A joy 
Freeing myself of a doubt
Or a question
Alive in the air
In the music
In the healing blood
Of a fallen soul
I am bleeding strife
Redeemed by mercy