Insensitive

Do you think of me
So insensitive as to leave you 
I won't be the way you are to me 
I won't leave you 
Though you have
But even yet
There's no one to see how I'm left alone
I'm pointed out
For not being there for you
What about me?
Somehow I'm a toy
Wound to adjust
To respect
I am wounded to learn
And not have a word leave my mouth
I don't want to lose myself
In not knowing
What it would be like
To not let so many
Of these unsaid things
Pull us away
I can only manage coughs
Not a single word